— Anonymous: I have the same problem. I mean I'm in the same place you are. Lately I've been having trouble breathing and in afraid of those results but I'm also afraid they are going to tell me it's nothing...
You have no idea how much I understand this. I’m terrified that something will be really wrong, but I’m also terrified that they’ll tell me it’s nothing. Because I know my body, and I know something is wrong.
If you’re getting results soon too, I hope whatever is going on is easily fixable!
Wait… What’s the matter?
That’s what I’m hoping to find out tomorrow. I’ve been having really bad dizzy spells (to the point where I can’t see), headaches, numbness in my hands and feet, and palpitations (which is my heart “racing” for no apparent reason).
Earlier today I kept seeing so many posts saying that John and Hank were hypocrites because they hadn’t spoken out about Sam Pepper’s video containing blatant sexual harassment. I even saw one person go as far as to say they were appalled that John would allow a video like that to be on youtube. Really?? John doesn’t own youtube. He does not have the power to remove videos from youtube.
And now Hank IS speaking out, and I’m betting John won’t be far behind. Geez people, they don’t spend their lives in front of a computer watching youtube videos. You have to give them time to hear about the situation, form their own opinions, and then articulate those opinions. Just because they don’t say something the very moment a popular youtuber screws up does not make them hypocrites.
— Anonymous: What are you getting results for?
An MRI, an EKG, an ECG, and a heart monitor.
John green is the author that Hazel wanted Van Houten to be.
Tomorrow is my results appointment and I’m kind of terrified either way because everything could change tomorrow and idk if I’m ready for that. But then if nothing changes tomorrow then they’re basically telling me it’s all in my head, and idk if I’m ready for that either. I’m just in a really weird place right now…